I’m not proud of what I said, considering the fact I’m 26 and he’s 16 but here’s the issue: even after years of introspection, questioning myself am I wrong for this or that, I simply found out I am in fact not responsible for being vitriolic towards him lately. I have a job, cant move out yet sadly, but want to so bad, so I told my mom “you buy whatever he needs, I will finance my own food etc”. Soon as I buy myself something, he either eats it, drinks it or breaks it (everytime he’s near my PC or PS5 I start trembling)
For even more perspective: we share a room, I cant go anywhere else, so I sleep in the same room as him. What he does is smokes in the room while I’m trying to sleep at 3 am. He failed 7th grade (he’s still in elementary school) and all he does is just trying to be like a hooligan (hes inspired by fights at football/soccer matches etc). Me? I prefer staying out of trouble unless I really have no choice but to defend myself. Now, what makes me hate him is not the fact that he eats all my stuff or drinks all my stuff, breaking my stuff is a very bad line to cross yea but the worst things are the smoking while my girlfriend is visiting instead, blatantly interrupting us while we try to study or watch a movie or he simply just doesnt let me sleep when I have to go to work in the morning (7 AM). Hes disrespectful, rude, egotistical, narcissistic and selfish, he never wants to share but takes all my stuff etc. I never taught him to be that way, I used to love him, babied him, took him to my gym to help him, took him to my breakdancing classes, wanted to do sports with him etc. But he chose bad influence and all my kindness, politeness, refusal to get physically into a fight with him and all my effort to keep my parents happy when I clean our room and take care of our home goes out the window cause he purposely makes a mess, he even puts cigarette butts on my bed and smears stuff on it, leaves a half eaten plate of food on my bed, he does everything to make me mad. So yea, I dont hate my brother cause mom and dad didnt like me more, I could give a crap about that less, I hate him cause I dont get to have peace and quiet at home, I cant relax, I cant study, I cant even have proper time with my gf cause she wants to leave everytime hes in the room making noise on purpose. Yea I need to move out but lowest rent is 450$, and its a studio apartment of like…20m². Cant move out yet so I have to endure. I wish I didnt say those mean words to him but he forced my hand so I wont ever be nice to him again. Im supposed to be mature but his behavior just throws me off and I wish he was 18 so I could whoop his ass finally.
Well I wish it wouldn’t have come to this but today was some accident where a poor 17 year old got hit by a train and I told my younger brother today that I am so unlucky that a train had to hit a good kid instead of him, who never brought my family and me nothing but shame.
Hello,hope y'all doin good, i came to Quora to share my strange story , a very weird one , a story when luck smiled at me ,maybe u will enjoy it , let's begin,have fun...
A year ago ,I was a real porn addicted(btw I was 18) ,but never had sex before, I don't have a gf I didn't try to find one even ,always thinking to go to find a sex worker but then I just don't , everyday watching different bodies getting fucked and everyday enjoying.
One day, I was watching porn, a big ass lady with big boobs ,just after seeing her the image of my female cousin poped in my mind, (let's introduce her : she's 35 years old , very big ass , nice boobs ,not very big but nice,always wearing tight clothes , she's divorced ) and I thought of me fucking her ,I never had sexual desires for her but now I do days went by and when I met her I was so horny ,I couldn't stay with the family cz my penis was clearly erected , I realized this is my first time I get horny for one of my family ,it not illegal in my country.well to make a long story short( if u want details just text me I will tell u 😊),I decided to give her signs that I want to fuck her,finally I decided to have sex and with my cousin , I thought it is the best beggining for me, i started touching her when I came across her in a narrow place , make her feel my hard cock when we hug , I thought it will hard and I will be ashamed but no , I felt nothing and she said nothing , probably she thought it was by mistake,anyways, I decided then to talk with her about sex, waited for her to be alone in a room and talk with her, I confessed everything about me watching porn and addicted..etc,she said it's normal and u are growing up and u must have sex,well at that time I was like whaaat????? Well I didn't control myself and asked her for sex ( horny like I Ve never been before) she said that she will think Abt it ,2 weeka went by then she called me ,telling that she reserved a room in a hotel and we meet tonight ,we met,and bruuhh, sex is great , I mean, I had to find a pirstitue ,what I was waiting for to have such a feeling ????, I will never forget that night, I started kissing her she was kissing hard ,she misses sex so bad , she sucked my dick and swallowed my semen ,I felt I'm in a dream , then when fucked ,her ass was very big and the anus was open ,didn't struggle to get my hard cock inside it , she was obviously missing sex , she was shouting ,fuck me yh fuck me , I go fast after every word until I cum , we did that 3 times , then we went to her pussy , using condoms I fucked her so hard the moans were higher , everything was perfect ,in the end I asked her to lick her body , licked pussy ,ass, boobs,then she sucked my cock until we sleeped ,all I know that she was dirty ,well before even having sex with her I knew she is an open minded woman , and a woman that looks that she donesnt know anything , but she knows everything, but never expected having sex with her ,well she was horny and that helped...but no one of us regretted that sex ever..
We still have sex from time to time ,and I started having sex with sex workers , joining threesomes..etc
If u want pics of her text me.
